Thank You GOD!! Thanks Very Very Much.

Today I am posting a blog out of my own thoughts and interest.

I was talking with my friend JP and regarding the quake in Haiti. It was really shocking to see the pics which were floating all over the internet and people were very sad after seeing those heartbreaking pictures.

Actually it made me sad to the core. I was totally broken into tears after seeing those pictures.

I felt like there is no term like GOD on this planet. We see so much pain and suffering around that we think that we are all alone. There is no one around us.

But later, an other thought came to my mind. It was like a voice from heaven which told me that I am very very lucky. I actually gave myself time to think about me, my life and all the things which makes me happy and sad in this world.

I figured out something which were so much shocking to me that I actually felt that I am the most luckiest person in this world.

I have seen lot of pics where it says that there are kids in this world who are working for day and night to earn some money in their life. They are struggling in their daily routine to survive. On the contrary, I sit at home enjoy my food and watch TV. At the same time, I turn on AC and blame by office work and my boss. I curse my work and think that Why the hell I am in Chennai which is worse place to live on earth.

I was actually making my life more miserable by doing all this. I was taking myself towards the tunnel of darkness. I was behaving like a rich kid who thinks that he is the poorest in this whole world and always complains for small things.

Now I have understood that I am very very lucky person in this world. I am taking out all my anger and frustration in this blog now. I am really feeling so sad for all those people who are suffering to the core in life.

Let me tell you few things which actually made me very happy about who am I and I am in much much better position in life.

• I have hands, legs, eyes, ears, tongue, fingers. I saw a person on the road today. He was looking from a nice family and but his legs were not there. After lot of struggle and help, he was able to get on the bus. I was literally in tears by seeing his position. I dont know why. Its not like I am seeing any disabled person in life but suddenly a thought came to my mind that what if my position will be like this? I will be broken in life and will lose hope to live. 
• Also at the same time I was thinking about what will be my life if I have no hands. I will be struggling to eat and do my day to day things. If i think about all that I will be getting goosebumps.
• What if I am blind?? I will miss all the beauty of the life. Colors of flowers, nature's beauty and lot of things. Without eyes, life will be in total darkness.
• What if there is no sound?? All this rock music, songs, and voice of my mom, dad, my love, everything will be turned into complete silence. No more sounds. Complete peace which will make me crazy.
• Also the same things will happen when I would not be able to talk and would be telling everything in hand gestures. Life will be total miserable and pathetic.
• What will I do living this kind of miserable and sadist life.

I would like to tell about lot of other things in my next part of the blog.

But before I end this part of the blog, I would like to thank GOD for giving me this beautiful life.

I am really really LUCKY.

Sin!!!!

Sin!!! The forbidden fruit which is selected by mankind for their whole life. We commit many sins in our life, knowingly or unknowingly. Resulting in the other two words. My life is also bounded by these words. They play a major role in shaping my life. I have never been perfect in my life. I have always found out that things are not going my way. So the result of it will be Sin. The sin committed by me will bring pain and sorrow to me and to all the people who are associated with me.

I have never been perfect in my life. Though I have tried a lot to be one. There are many ups and down in my life. I have seen many different kinds of people. Met them, known them and ultimately committed sins with them. But during that time I used to find out that existence of God is at a miniscule level.

Can ANGER be positive force??

I often think about the word "ANGER"

I dont know how it help people and how much it is useful to us is totally mindblowing.

I have been seeing myself getting envied by other people when they get something which they ever wanted and I will be thinking that why I am not getting that opportunity?

Why I am laid back without anything in my hand. I sometimes think a lot and more I think, I get angry on the situation. Anger gives me power. I get anticipated to do things more and more in much better way. And in the end, it comes out with nothing. I become the loser. I lost things which are there in my control. I cannot access to the hidden treasures in my life. So is this all about the positive force which keeps you driving??

I guess then I am wrong in this perspective. I have read a lot of books in my young age, mostly of the religious people. I always think of the things as the problem but not as the solution. I have lost things in life because I will always try to analyze the problem rather than finding its solution.

I will tell you how to find the solution to all your anger related problem in my next post. I have been busy quiet a while but from my next post, I will TRY to give you guidelines related to your emotional problems and will try to help you to make them into positive force.