Today I am posting a blog out of my own thoughts and interest.
I was talking with my friend JP and regarding the quake in Haiti. It was really shocking to see the pics which were floating all over the internet and people were very sad after seeing those heartbreaking pictures.
Actually it made me sad to the core. I was totally broken into tears after seeing those pictures.
I felt like there is no term like GOD on this planet. We see so much pain and suffering around that we think that we are all alone. There is no one around us.
But later, an other thought came to my mind. It was like a voice from heaven which told me that I am very very lucky. I actually gave myself time to think about me, my life and all the things which makes me happy and sad in this world.
I figured out something which were so much shocking to me that I actually felt that I am the most luckiest person in this world.
I have seen lot of pics where it says that there are kids in this world who are working for day and night to earn some money in their life. They are struggling in their daily routine to survive. On the contrary, I sit at home enjoy my food and watch TV. At the same time, I turn on AC and blame by office work and my boss. I curse my work and think that Why the hell I am in Chennai which is worse place to live on earth.
I was actually making my life more miserable by doing all this. I was taking myself towards the tunnel of darkness. I was behaving like a rich kid who thinks that he is the poorest in this whole world and always complains for small things.
Now I have understood that I am very very lucky person in this world. I am taking out all my anger and frustration in this blog now. I am really feeling so sad for all those people who are suffering to the core in life.
Let me tell you few things which actually made me very happy about who am I and I am in much much better position in life.
- I have hands, legs, eyes, ears, tongue, fingers. I saw a person on the road today. He was looking from a nice family and but his legs were not there. After lot of struggle and help, he was able to get on the bus. I was literally in tears by seeing his position. I dont know why. Its not like I am seeing any disabled person in life but suddenly a thought came to my mind that what if my position will be like this? I will be broken in life and will lose hope to live.
- Also at the same time I was thinking about what will be my life if I have no hands. I will be struggling to eat and do my day to day things. If i think about all that I will be getting goosebumps.
- What if I am blind?? I will miss all the beauty of the life. Colors of flowers, nature's beauty and lot of things. Without eyes, life will be in total darkness.
- What if there is no sound?? All this rock music, songs, and voice of my mom, dad, my love, everything will be turned into complete silence. No more sounds. Complete peace which will make me crazy.
- Also the same things will happen when I would not be able to talk and would be telling everything in hand gestures. Life will be total miserable and pathetic.
- What will I do living this kind of miserable and sadist life.
But before I end this part of the blog, I would like to thank GOD for giving me this beautiful life.
I am really really LUCKY.